Why am I so horny at my age?

I cannot understand why I am gettig increasingly horny with each passing day. In spite of preferring to be be a pre-op trans woman I still want to have serious sex with well endowed young men. The thought of beautiful gay penises send me into a deep desire to be ravished by 9-10" cocks at either end, the deeper the better. My reason for blogging is that I tried to make contact with those in the Room last night but they were in a jokey mood. Also maybe an open room is not the place for serious discussions on sex. All I want is beautiful cocks. I would love to hae a chat with anyone who can help a relative newcomer who wants to be wrapped around beautiful cock. Cn anyone help. If so then PM me on the PVT channel. Thank you.